Lizzie's realm

I'm tired, I'm really am. I've been waking up at five for work every damn day, and stupid biological watch? I get up at 5 even when I'm not supposed to. I could have slept at least another hour this morning, but no.
I have a terrible migraiine, and my eyes hurt like hell- probably because I had a semi nervous outbrust this mroning with mother for no apparent reason  and completely out of the blue (I swear to god, we wnet from laughing to shouting at each other and all I could do was asking me: what the hell? weren't we laughing just a minute agao? what the hell did I say?)- and, worst thing of all? I already know that I'll not sleep- my heartbeat is too rapid, and then, I have to keep Minni closed in the room for the nine because tomorrow morning she si supposed to eb at the evt, and if she elaves the room she'll fidn a way to leave the house for at least half a day...
What troubles me the most? I looked the whole afternoon for a 30x70 canvass for a new paiting, but I didn't find it anywhere.... damn it t hell once again, I was looking forward that paiting!