Lizzie's realm

Ah. Well, guess what? February, here you came. And with it... my incoming birthday (30th) and a little bit of personal crisis, and the desire to just change complitely my style- yes, I want to get a third pair of hearrings, yes, I want to get that cat tattoo I always wanted to get, yes, I want to become a redhead instead of a brunette (and, c'mon, it would be much more my color, because I am pale, and full of freckles and with greenish eyes) and get rid of my glasses to favor contacts (no, I am not going to do it. Because I wanted to talk about it with my specialist, but his contract expired last decemeber and wasn't renewed and he moved back to Rome, to over 700 km from where I live so no, I can't keep him as my specialist, and now I am stuck with random doctors, and last wekk there was my mum's former doctor, who asked me why, as I already have glasses, I was doing a check-up. Maybe because it was two years since I alst seen my eye doctor, and I feared my condition has worsened? Maybe because, as my  myopia wasn't fully stable yet, I was suggested to go see a doctor every now and then?
Ugh. I was annoyed that I didn't ask her anything. Figured she would have said soemthing stupid, knowing her.
And...well... there is also this depressing weather.
Snow and rain and rain and snow and more rain since 10 days, and when it doesn't snow or rain... dark clouds. Or fog. depressing, really.
(and it's so damn cold. Yesterday evening I couldn't get my feet warm under the sheets. I had to wrap them in an old wool sweater and use a hot water bag..

A/N: on an outside note, Eddie Cahill joined the cast of the second season of CBS' Under the Dome. I always was crazy for him- especially during his CSI:NY stunt, and there is a good possibility that I'll look again at the show- even if just out of curiosity.