Jan. 19th, 2012 11:56 am

Farewell

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At 11.03, less than a minute after the injection, while she was asleep, Sissi, my faithful dog of over 8 years, passed away on her vet's medical table.
It's been a long nad painful way, both to get to this point, and both to take this decision, but it was iether this or letting her dying slowly suffocating by the cancer now inhabiting her lugs or by loss of blood. In the last couple of days her condition had worsened, she was refusing food and water and was barely still receptive of our presence, even if her brain was the last thing left untouched by the evil sickness.
Sissi represented an imporetant paert of my life -our lives. we took her in from a refuge when she was less than a year old, when we moved out from the place we have been living in since before I was born. she made this place what it is right now, and I'll doubt I'll forget he, even if, soem of you may say, she was"just" a dog - which, to me, she wasn't.
She is still in my dad's car, waiting to be buried in our garden under the three and the ivy she loved so much.. I looked at her right now, and after a long time, she seems relaxed and at peace.
Farewell, my freind. who knows, maybe we'll get to see each toher again, one day....
Dec. 27th, 2011 05:27 pm

back!

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so...
after a couple of days of relative peace, due to the presence of my aunt  (and her flatmate) at my place, things are back to square one.
meaning: mum is being theaten badly by grandparents, and so I'm the one left delaing with them. apparently, in the next few days, I'll have to deal with gp's relatives as well, aunts and uncles, and many of them aren't exactly nice. trust me on this (pearl of wisdom: Aunt A. grandma's sister, telling me, after I got an accident, that she "hasn't been like me that I was wrong, because she got so much money!" after I've ben hit by a car. hit by a car, 10 days in the hospital, two months of cast, and six months of rehab for the broken leg! - also, said grandma keeps stealing galnces at me while I'm writing this. It doesn't matter she barely speaks Italian, it's unconfortable. it's like having someoen looking at me while I'm in the bathroom. this is my private place, where no one from my family is allowed, so that I can ramble as much as I like!)
next few weeks, I'll have few appointments to see what can be done about my back, also because pain is getitng worst... we'll see. doctor who will see me us the same one who operated my leg and put two nails in my right knee- i think I'll remember him that, ten years ago, he lectired me because I was too fat and wasn't losing weight but putting it, while now I'm over 30 kg down (32, actually- I was 84 and now I'm 52, close to 51...)
Sissi's hetting better. last week cancerous mass on her leg got an infection, but the infection is almost gone right now... if we'll be lucky, we'll still have few months with her. she even could celebrate her 10th birthday in April.
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Words count on 9.5:
5010
one third gone, two to go- well, more or less.
I think it's official- I hightly doubt this will stay a minibag story for too long....

and: this evneing I come back from the vet- with the new theraphy (the one they tried but only because she was just going to have a couple of months left, so let's try it anyway even if it's always ussuccesfull)Sissi's cancer  is in remission- of cpurse, it's just for nwo, but there's no trace of it right now, and she imporved a lot, taking again weight, even the 5 kilos she lost  with the chemo.

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