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Feb. 25th, 2013 05:53 pm
Big Bang 2012-13: a small preview
I was supposed to post today, but due to troubles by me, my artist and my lovely beta, Tracie, I'll go for amnesty.
Here, though, a small snippet... a sentence or two a liked a lot.
She just didn’t get it. How couldn’t she understand that it wasn’t a broken heart he wanted to witness? He just wanted her, even though she deserved better. It didn’t matter he knew it was wrong. But, now he couldn’t back up any longer. He had said the words out loud once already, and she still wasn’t sure if he actually meant them or not. He regretted having told her he had forgotten what he said because he was hyped up. Then, there was the time when he had once freaked out and closed his mouth before he could actually end the sentence.
Now, it was all too much.
He had almost lost her once again, this time to the woman Red John had offered up to him, and the thought that Lisbon could have died thinking it had been all a ruse just broke his heart. He couldn’t allow her to think she was a means to an end like Lorelei. She needed to know she meant so much for him, more than she was supposed to, actually.
Here, though, a small snippet... a sentence or two a liked a lot.
She just didn’t get it. How couldn’t she understand that it wasn’t a broken heart he wanted to witness? He just wanted her, even though she deserved better. It didn’t matter he knew it was wrong. But, now he couldn’t back up any longer. He had said the words out loud once already, and she still wasn’t sure if he actually meant them or not. He regretted having told her he had forgotten what he said because he was hyped up. Then, there was the time when he had once freaked out and closed his mouth before he could actually end the sentence.
Now, it was all too much.
He had almost lost her once again, this time to the woman Red John had offered up to him, and the thought that Lisbon could have died thinking it had been all a ruse just broke his heart. He couldn’t allow her to think she was a means to an end like Lorelei. She needed to know she meant so much for him, more than she was supposed to, actually.
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