CRAP...

Still raining like crazy. and it will keep up probably for the next 24-48 hours or so. that's not gonna be nice. and it doesn't feel good consideirng that people living near the river has been evaquated...
bad memories, I know I should fight them, schouldn't think about them in the first place, but I really can't do it, can't help it, sctually. mum says because I lived it so I can't help but thinking. back then? back then I haven't lived it, so I just looked at the rain falling, kind of fascinated. believe me, the fascination is gone the moment you realise that the jacket in the car in the middle of the submerged road is actually attacked to a body, now gone. and then, you learn is soemthing you have just a degree of separation of two- mum's friend and hr husband of an year and an half.
So, no, I don'0t feel nice.