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well, that's new. a first, so to say.
Yes, I'm sporting a very black eye. bruising is still in the beginning, so it will get worst before actually starting to get better. and the whole eye hurts like hell.
Who's to blame? Josephine- nicknamed by my mother in a moment of "I'm slightly mad with you" the stupid english huntdog" . Yesterday evening, I have returned home after a whole afternoon spent outside, and she jumped on me to cheer me up. hitting my eye in the process.
she didn't do it on purpose, but it still hurt like hell.

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I'm aware I don't exactly possess the most amazing social life, and I know many would call me... well... pathetic.
But I do love my puppies, I care about them. and, for few of them, I spent time carying about them, looking for them.
I'm aware losing an animal is nowhere close to losing a person, and I'm aware few could be... ashamed of seens one personbeing so emotional about losing a cat, but I can't help it. I know its' not gonna last, I know I'll deal with it in a matter of days, but I still feel like sh#t. (sorry for the expression, but I really don't know what to say)
This morning, we had to euthanasy (I don't like the term suppression) Suo, the cat we found couple of months ago in teh woods. He has been weak sicne the very beginning, never taking weight and always being ill.
This morning, he barely woke up. and got worst. He could have lived untill the evening. suffering and going trough hell. and we thought about it and... accepted it.
even if it hurts.